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I can write complex technical concepts. I can explain difficult things to laymen. I can understand complicated systems. I can stomach rough setbacks.
Why is it little things that make me feel miserable? Why is it little things that I misunderstand? Why is it little things that go missing when I try to bring my point across? Why is it little things that I am incapable of?
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@alinanorakari because litte, complex, difficult and rough are no universal adjectives and are very dependent on the perspective.
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@alinanorakari Have a good rest. Remember, you are good enough. 
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@xmtz in situations like these I have a very hard time believing that. Thank you
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@alinanorakari No hurry. May the calm be with you. :)
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@alinanorakari You are not broken. Feeling upset, crying, and feeling even more upset because we know it's a tiny thing, all of that is part of being human. Yes, I know that doesn't make it feel any less awful, but I hope afterward you'll be able to speak kindly to yourself for being who you are: a human being. You are complete and you are lovable, flaws and all.
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Great, I made myself cry over a tiny thing I did wrong. They didn't mean to bully me, they didn't understand why I said something that I thought was appropriate and I'm mainly upset at myself for misunderstanding.
I should leave fedi for today